It's like heavy comedown. That feeling of loneliness you can get after so much time spent with other people. Unemployed, in a foreign country. It's a powerful feeling though, feeling truly alone. A chance to be who you want to be. It shouldn't be other people that define how you feel anyway. We all need to embrace loneliness more readily because it can really define us as as individuals. It's one of the hardest things to do, to feel this vulnerable.